I don't post on here much anymore. I've spent a year and a half of my life thus far in a haze of...something. a relationship. trying to figure out my own identity. blah. its a long story and ill explain it all in another blog when i have the capacity to handle it all. for now this will just be a hello.

The reason i started posting again, for real, is because i saw amanda palmer last night at the troubador in LA (where I'm staying until sunday) The show was amazing and after the fact I went to the merch table. I read Beth's blog and think she is fantastic. we met awhile ago, and i never thought she would actually remember me...but she did. and I told her i loved her blog and yeah yeah yeah. it just made me want to contribute something.

I miss art. I miss being something. I miss my life. I'm trying to rebuild it. I'm in love with a girl I've never met. a girl i've seen at work and i don't even know her name. i want to learn her name.
i want to fucking go out and get lost.

I think i need to leave california.............

Hey,
Uhm.... Comment if you want to be added and view my entries, I guess.

There was nothing to fear and nothing to doubt.

RIP




March 7,1927 - January 17,2007